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|  Subject: Gawd.. I feel so guilty... (4/4/08)  Fri Apr 04, 2008 1:52 pm | |
| I felt guilty (and just about to cry) just when I chatted with one of my close friends, Ysa. Here's the Convo.
In English (translated):
| Spoiler: | | | Ysa (4/4/2008 7:51:21 PM): I'm so sorry.
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:51:23 PM): 
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:51:33 PM): Really sorry you missed it.
--I am reffering to the Swimming party we had yesterday--
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:51:39 PM): We really had fun...
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:51:45 PM): I agree..
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:51:51 PM): Maemae got mad at me!!
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:51:58 PM): It was our plan.
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:52:00 PM): *laughing emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:52:04 PM): huh?
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:52:10 PM): What plan?
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:52:17 PM): Keep quiet, okay?
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:52:23 PM): oK
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:52:30 PM): We were supposed to tell the people who didn't attend what fun we had.
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:52:39 PM): aHH..
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:52:49 PM): I'm still waiting for Jojo...
--I was waiting for him cause he also didn't show up--
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:52:50 PM): A lot of people got mad at me!
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:52:51 PM): *crying emote*
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:53:00 PM): Aww...
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:53:02 PM): Hahaha.. I told you he wouldn't come..
---She is reffering to Carlo, one of my close friends and her Boyfriend--
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:53:25 PM): Is Carlo not coming the reason why you didn't come?
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:54:05 PM): Who told you that?
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:54:48 PM): You did...
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:55:28 PM): Wait for a while. I'll just eat dinner.
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:55:33 PM): okaay
Ysa (4/4/2008 7:55:40 PM): Just Buzz me okay?
Boggs (4/4/2008 7:55:43 PM): k.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:01:30 PM): Look, here it is.. The reason I didn't come is because Carlo wasn't coming. When I found out, I really didn't want to come. Plus, when I asked my dad again, he didn't let me go.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:04:55 PM): Ahh...
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:05:03 PM): Poor you.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:05:09 PM): i know
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:05:24 PM): Y'know, yesterday, I really cried hard..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:05:30 PM): And the only person who comforted me was Carlo
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:05:38 PM): Through text?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:05:46 PM): Yes.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:05:52 PM): He was very sweet.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:05:57 PM): He said that he wished he could hug me.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:06:05 PM): Oh?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:09 PM): He also said I should stop, or I wouldn't be beautiful.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:12 PM): *Loser Emote*
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:06:16 PM): *Laughing Emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:17 PM): Oops, wrong emote!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:19 PM): Sorry
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:22 PM): *laughing emote*
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:06:24 PM): Nice *laughing emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:26 PM): But...
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:06:51 PM): Really, a lot of people started calling me and telling me I missed a heck of a time.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:07:02 PM): But to tell you, it was really Carlo that was cheering me up!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:07:16 PM): Aww..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:07:23 PM): *grinning emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:07:39 PM): Well, he said he was very excited to see me!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:07:41 PM): Hahaha!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:07:46 PM): When?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:07:54 PM): apRil 19
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:07:55 PM): at ATC
-- ATC is a mall --
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:07:59 PM): Occasion?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:08:14 PM): Oh nothing, he just invited me to come with him.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:08:25 PM): *ahemm*Date...
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:08:42 PM): *laughing emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:08:44 PM): Not really.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:09:00 PM): Are other people coming?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:09:03 PM): Well, James and some of his and my friends
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:09:07 PM): Ah..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:09:17 PM): But we'd see each other. Haha!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:09:17 PM): So that's what Kevin was talking about.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:09:24 PM): Huh?
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:09:31 PM): Well, James invited Kevin to come along with them.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:09:34 PM): April 19.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:09:41 PM): Yeah, that's the one.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:09:41 PM): I saw his cel and saw that particular message.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:09:48 PM): ahh ok.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:11:43 PM): Just a question.. Why is it that only the three of us are on your status?
-- My status was: Woo hoo! Ang saya! Sayang naman sa mga hindi nakapunta. *ahem*YsaCarloJojo*ahem!!* --
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:11:46 PM): Hahaha!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:11:52 PM): You even added 'ahem' in it
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:11:54 PM): *tounge out emote*
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:13:15 PM): Uh..
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:13:24 PM): Because I was expecting for you guys to come along.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:13:36 PM): It's because you guys are such good friends.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:13:41 PM): *winking emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:14:28 PM): You were expeting us?
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:14:33 PM): Yah.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:14:37 PM): uhh..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:14:41 PM): Thanks, Boggs.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:14:44 PM): Sorry again.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:14:52 PM): It's okay..
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:15:14 PM): You've had enough madness going on for one day
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:15 PM): Aww.. I heard that you brought Palabok that day.
-- Palabok is a Filipino food which has thick noodles and combined with some sort of sauce and with Eggs, Lettuce, and Squid as toppings.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:15:19 PM): Yah.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:28 PM): unga eh!
-- She is reffering to: Boggs (4/4/2008 8:15:14 PM): You've had enough madness going on for one day
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:30 PM): err!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:15:40 PM): We already had our Lunch at about 3 PM!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:46 PM): Hahaha!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:15:46 PM): We forgot!!!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:53 PM): Laugh Trip!!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:57 PM): It must've been fun!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:15:59 PM): Makes me regret not going.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:16:01 PM): Hahaha!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:16:55 PM): Nikki also got mad at me..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:16:57 PM): Yesterday
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:17:02 PM): *laughing emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:17:03 PM): But through text
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:17:26 PM): Do you know that..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:17:29 PM): All of them told me the same thing!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:17:39 PM): Wow...
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:17:42 PM): About, "So, is it because Carlo wasn't coming that you didn't come?"
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:17:45 PM): Really ticks me off.!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:18:02 PM): Well, that's what we were talking about in Mae-Mae's Car.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:18:04 PM): That night.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:18:24 PM): About me?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:18:30 PM): About Carlo? About us?
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:18:40 PM): About how you changed because of your relationship with Carlo.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:19:08 PM): Could you tell me all about what you talked about?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:19:13 PM): Please.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:19:20 PM): Well, first of all, about how we think you didn't come because of Carlo not Coming
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:19:31 PM): And..
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:19:33 PM): Second...
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:19:53 PM): How you changed from Globe to Smart because Carlo was Smart...
-- Globe and Smart are like those Cellphone things like Sprint and Nextel. --
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:20:01 PM): That was almost all.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:20:09 PM): ah.ok
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:20:21 PM): Look. I feel like I'm about to Cry. What do you want me to do!?!?!?!?!
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:20:32 PM): ...
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:20:50 PM): *straight faced emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:20:58 PM): i'm serious
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:21:11 PM): What do you want me to do!?!?!?!?!!!..
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:21:41 PM): Ask them.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:21:52 PM): What about you?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:22:02 PM): I need your opinion.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:22:09 PM): Even if it hurts
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:22:10 PM): Waiit. I didn't start that..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:22:39 PM): Aren't you mad or something?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:22:54 PM): I know, let's see it from this..
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:22:57 PM): *straight faced emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:23:02 PM): Did I change?
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:23:18 PM): Yah.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:23:32 PM): See? Now you've got to have an opinion
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:23:41 PM): Cause you think I changed.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:23:48 PM): *straight faced emote*
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:24:11 PM): Waiit, Okay? I just need to brush my teeth...
-- I go off and leave myself Idle --
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:24:18 PM): ok
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:26:04 PM): Boggs, when you come back, I just want you to tell me everything you want to tell me.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:26:08 PM): Please..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:26:35 PM): Don't worry about me, because I ain't gonna go Online and Text anyone or answer calls from anyone.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:29:46 PM): Do you want me to ignore Carlo? Do you want me to take a break from him? Do you want me to switch back to Globe?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:29:50 PM): teLL me!!!
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:30:04 PM): Sorry if I'm like this..
-- I go back and read everything.. I feel guilty.. I change my status to "I feel really guilty *crying emote*". She notices it and... --
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:39:41 PM): hey
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:39:42 PM): What's goin' on?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:39:58 PM): Why do you feel guilty?
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:40:15 PM): Look, Ysa... I am not tellin' ya that there's something wrong with you and Carlo being in a relationship... It's their opinion. Ask them. Don't just throw it all on one person.. Thinking about answers to these questions just makes me feel guilty cuz I made you feel like this.. Just go on with your life.. If you need answers on that, ask the people responsible for their opinions.
-- I get teary-eyed --
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:42:12 PM): By the way, I kinda noticed that you suddenly felt that way after hearing from me. I don't want to be the reason why wou aren't going to be online for some people who want to talk to you.
-- A drop falls from my eye --
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:43:20 PM): Don't feel guilty. I just want them to think about it. Because I can't take it anymore..
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:43:53 PM): I know it's very hard for you to understand that I am not talking to you guys for a while
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:44:00 PM): Not even through text..
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:45:41 PM): I also don't want to be the reason na nagtatanong ka na kung hindi kayo magkikita nila Carlo for such a time.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:46:33 PM): Look, Boggs. I am not mad at you. I actually am happy that you told me this.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:47:05 PM): You told me I changed.. That's just what I wanted to hear from you.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:47:15 PM): What changes?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:47:24 PM): Is it because of the Party?
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:47:33 PM): Is it because I changed to smart?
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:47:37 PM): But I didn't even start it.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:47:37 PM): C'mon Boggs, just answer.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:47:47 PM): Look, their opinions just came to my mind.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:50:03 PM): Read my status
--She was refering to: Wag ka ma-guilty.. Okay nga na sinabi mo yun eh.. Oo nga pala.. Thanks  (Meaning: Don't feel guilty. It's really nice that you told me that. Oh, by the way, Thanks. *smile* --
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:50:12 PM): Just don't feel guilty.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:50:21 PM): *smiling emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:50:26 PM): It's okay that I won't tlk to them for a while...
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:50:40 PM): I just want them to realize something.
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:50:57 PM): That they should understand me before they judge me.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:51:49 PM): *straight faced emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:52:31 PM): GTG. Bye, Boggs. This will be our last conversation for this time.
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:52:37 PM): Ok...
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:52:43 PM): Bye *crying emote*
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:52:46 PM): Thanks again. Hope you understand
Ysa (4/4/2008 8:52:48 PM): BYE
Boggs (4/4/2008 8:52:53 PM): Bye. *sad emote* |
I know I won't be able to sleep tonight. Comments are truly appreciated.
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| | Subject: Re: Gawd.. I feel so guilty... (4/4/08) Fri Apr 04, 2008 6:06 pm | |
| | So, shes sad because of "changes"... Boggs, do what she says, dont feel guilty. If you start to feel, it, take your mind off the subject. But, I dont fully understand the situation... So... Yeah. |
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| | Subject: Re: Gawd.. I feel so guilty... (4/4/08) Mon May 05, 2008 9:41 am | |
| Boggs I am in the same boat as you with one of my other friends.
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| | Subject: Re: Gawd.. I feel so guilty... (4/4/08) Tue May 13, 2008 5:03 am | |
| Awww... Last Convo?? Oooh..that hurts.. And I even understand what was Boggs Stats that time..even though in its Filipino..(cuz I am) XD One opinion: Don't feel guilty..XD
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